Do you ever ask "why?" In those times when life doesn't make sense, what do you do?
God promises He will always be there when we talk to Him. His presence is closer than the very breath we breathe and the pain we feel.
Life is filled with the unexplainable. Jobs don't turn out the way we thought they would. People let us down. Circumstances spiral out of control. But God never changes. Hebrews 13:8 says He "is still the same yesterday and today and forever."
When I went through the pit of depression following my hysterectomy, Jesus was the only rope I had to hang on to. My emotions were in upheaval and my reasoning faculties had fled. For several years, doctors told me it was all in my head. But I knew something had happened to warp my ability to function. When one doctor explained the imbalance caused by the broken chemical chain, I finally began the road back.
Through that horrible time, I clung to the Lord tenaciously. And He hung on to me. I know that things can get bleak, but the Lord will never abandon you. Call out to Him; He'll be there! He promised!
Psalm 145:18 "The Lord is near to all who call on Him, to all who call on Him in truth."